Rambly caffeinated thoughts.
I've been having a very bumpy week. My mood and my productivity have both been all over the place, from "awesome amazing and great" to "meh I hate the world I will do nothing but sit on this couch for twelve hours."
More of the latter than the former, but it's important that I not forget the ups, and that they are an ongoing phenomenon.
Don't have any idea WHY my brain is rollercoastering, of course. Life is pretty good. Been a bit boring, a few social engagements got canceled so I have had fewer people around than I am used to.
My paid dreamwidth account (I had totally forgotten I even had a paid account and now I feel dumb) is about to expire. I like having one but I'm also fine without it -- these days I would probably rather spend money on Fate at Fallen London.
I guess I just feel like I need some cheering up at the moment. Not that I'm sad or depressed. Just sort of listless and apathetic and okay that sounds kind of depressed, doesn't it? But I feel fine! I just need encouragement, amusement, entertainment. Possibly stimulants and therapy?
More of the latter than the former, but it's important that I not forget the ups, and that they are an ongoing phenomenon.
Don't have any idea WHY my brain is rollercoastering, of course. Life is pretty good. Been a bit boring, a few social engagements got canceled so I have had fewer people around than I am used to.
My paid dreamwidth account (I had totally forgotten I even had a paid account and now I feel dumb) is about to expire. I like having one but I'm also fine without it -- these days I would probably rather spend money on Fate at Fallen London.
I guess I just feel like I need some cheering up at the moment. Not that I'm sad or depressed. Just sort of listless and apathetic and okay that sounds kind of depressed, doesn't it? But I feel fine! I just need encouragement, amusement, entertainment. Possibly stimulants and therapy?