Jumblesong.

I want to feel transcendance like the wind
lean into my fate and feel it bend
I want to know something I cannot see
hear it dismissed as fallacy
and smile and know I've had it right all along

I want to sink above and rise below
disoriented vertigo
A mixed-up kid with mixed-up memories
And something of a taste for self defeat
I want to close my eyes and hear this song

I want to hear a whisper in the dark
to take this disaffection, make it mine
and revel in my discontent this time
and to feel I bear that awful mark
and roam alone out in the rain
I want to do it all again.